Aka "The Hollow Man"
Too much philosophy
My ramblings on books I've read, music I've listened to and things I want to try.
Monday, April 13, 2026
The Three Coffins
Wednesday, April 1, 2026
Vigil
by George Saunders
I felt a new and powerful truth being beamed directly into me, by a vast, beneficent God, in the form of this unyielding directive:
Comfort
Comfort, for all else is futility
This is a story of a spirt sent to guide a man, a remorseless oil Barron, into the afterlife.
I read Saunders because his essay "Though Experiment" sent me down a path of exploring radical but active non-judgment. From this I've read Simone Wells, Camus, Murdoch, Foucault and others.
Saunders would call this elevation. AI says elevation is a movement towards moral, emotional and spiritual clarity-- rising above habitual pettiness, fear or self centeredness.
Vigil explores this idea though fiction. How does one deal with the challenge and problems of being elevated? Especially with someone who has lied to and hurt many others. You can't be passive here. And, you can't let those with (perhaps rightful) judgements run you over.
Elevation assumes that who we are is hard to change. Many of our choices are driven by our background and opportunities. Our ability to change ourselves is very limited and our ability to change our ability to change ourselves is even more limited. You didn't choose to come into this earth. You are inevitable.
All we can do is accept people for who they are. Comfort them. Build relationships with them. Everything else is futility.
Part of me worries that, taken to an extreme, this approach looks passive. I have a cousin who is a police officer. I would love to see how she responds-- there are people in this world who are violent and dangerous. We need to take action to protect ourselves.
Having said that, the more I explore elevation, the more I realize the truth in it, that there is very little we can do to change people. In adversity, we can stand our ground, look at the facts of the situation, and decide our actions on that.
Perhaps a hurricane is good metaphor. Of course I have to take action to mitigate the destruction of a hurricane. But, becoming angry or being afraid of a hurricane... that is waisted time and energy. Instead I must respect the hurricane and deal with it as it is.
Sunday, March 15, 2026
Loving what is
When suffering be, ask yourself
- Is it true?
- Can you absolutely know that it's true?
- How do you react, what happens, when you believe that thought?
- Who would you be without the thought?
Is Earth Exceptional? The Quest for Cosmic Life
Thursday, March 12, 2026
Death on the Nile
By Agatha Christie
Another well written mystery by Christie. Even though I saw the movie a few years ago, I still enjoyed reading the book just to see how well the pieces were woven together.
There is a small plot hole in that the first murder had to be planned out before hand, yet executed with perfect luck and timing otherwise the murderer would have easily been exposed. You don't realize that unless reflect back on the book after you've finished reading. So, I'll forgiver Christie.
Tuesday, March 3, 2026
Eichmann In Jerusalem: A Report on the Banality of Evil
By Hanna Arendt
Eichmann was a German-Austrian official in the Nazi Party and an officer in the SS. He wasn't a particularly bright individual. He followed the law. He followed his orders. He wasn't particularly antisemitic, yet somehow he oversaw the death of millions of Jews.
There is a great amount of detail in the book. What struck me is how the Nazi's twisted their law and their language so that the majority of officials and officers didn't need to actually need to admit what they were doing. The officers were each doing their small part, following their lawful orders, to help accelerate the final solution for the Jewish problem. One helps improve the process needed to strip Jews of their citizenship. One helps build interment camps. One helps organize transport of undesirable people. And one helps build gas chambers so that there is an opportunity for a peaceful death, rather than starvation, slavery or defeat by the enemy.
So much pretty language.
In "The Plague" a character says "I'd come to realize that all our troubles spring from the failure to use plain clear-cut language. So I resolved always to speak-- and to act-- quite clearly, as this was the only way of setting myself on the right track."Tuesday, February 24, 2026
Amp It Up
By Frank Slootman
This book is a contrast with "Slow Productivity." Though Slootman is an executive and Newport is self driven.
I discussed with a coworker. She wonder what Slootman would have changed if the book was written after years of malaise, and not during a tech bubble. Of course you should work and fast when the wind is at your back.
None the less, the book is a good reminder....
1. Raise you Standards
2. Align Your People and Culture.
3. Sharpen Your Focus
4. Pick Up The Pace
5. Transform Your Strategy
Now that I reread the above, except for #4, Slow productivity is well aligned with the above five points.
Raise Your Standards = Obsess over Quality
Align Your People and Culture + Sharpen Your Focus + Transform Your Strategy = Do Less
A whole essay could be written about the difference between “Pick up your pace” and “Work at a natural pace”