Sunday, October 26, 2025

The Fifth Business

By Robertson Davis

I grew up in Ontario and get back to it regularly, A high school friend of mine described this book as the most Ontario book ever. 

I agree. The village where the book begins could be the village where I grew up, with too many churches,  disrespect between their members, the gravel pit where all the parties happened, and the children who had no exceptional future unless they left for the big cities. 

The book is very readable and enjoyable. There are other books in the series. I'll go through them all.

Some other things for me to take away...

Even though the book was published in the early 70's, The author makes jokes about yet another business-man turned politician who runs on the platform of bringing sound business principles to government, yet finds once he's elected, that that is not the way a government can be run. 

There is also the mention of that low-level insecurity in the back of many Canadian heads, that they are not good enough, that they don't compare well to other citizens and other countries. 

Saturday, October 18, 2025

The Care Of Self

By Michel Foucault

This book, focused on the Hellenistic and early Roman world, is not about comfort. It’s about craft.

The famous command is, of course, "Know Thyself." From Socrates or the oracle.

Foucault shows there was an older, deeper urgency. "Take Care of Thyself." Epimeleia heautou.

This wasn't just preparatory work. It was the essential moral act. It had to be continuous. Lifelong.

The care was the knowledge.

We tend to think of ethics as a list of rules. Or a moment of choice.

Foucault excavates the forgotten technology: the daily, quiet, repeatable tasks that shape the self.

The Stoics weren't interested in confession. They wanted mastery. Not over others, but over the self. The passionate, reactive, impulsive self.

How?

Through the HypomnΔ“mata. The spiritual notebook. A journal that wasn't for expression, but for weapons.

You record maxims. You copy wisdom. You write down the unexpected thing that happened, and then you rehearse the ethical response for next time. A sudden outburst of anger. A flash of fear. You write it down not to understand its root (that’s modern psychology), but to nullify its power in the future.

Writing and reflecting is essential.

The care of the self, for the Stoics, was a practice of freedom. Not the large, dramatic freedom of revolution or political choice, but the smaller, more immediate freedom:

Freedom from impulse. Freedom from chance. Freedom from being a slave to your own worst reaction.

It’s a deliberate art of not letting the self be merely a result of history, habit, or desire.

It’s an exercise in self-making. A quiet refusal to be finished.

This lines up with Goldsmith’s daily self review. I have also failed to do that.

“ to love is a greater boon than to be loved.”

“ Love rescues us from all errors that wreck or impaired wedlock.”

Wednesday, October 15, 2025

The Sovereignty of Good

By Iris Murdoch's The Sovereignty of Good. 

This is a dense academic philosophical work, Murdoch wrote it to join in the complex debates of moral philosophers, making it less of a direct "guide for life" than I might have hoped.

The core ideas that emerge are practical and relevant to how we approach moral living.

Murdoch’s philosophy begins with a critique of the prevailing moral view she calls the "Man of Will." This view sees the moral agent as a solitary, rational being whose goodness is expressed purely through a sovereign act of choice or will.

Her critique has three points. First, it neglects the inner life: By focusing solely on the moment of external action or choice, this view ignores the continuous, private work of consciousness that precedes action. 

Second, it’s falsely optimistic: It fails to account for how difficult, contentious, and time-consuming the effort to be good actually is. It doesn't take seriously the human tendency toward ignorance and selfishness. 

Third, it isolates the agent: It ignores the fundamental reality of being surrounded by other free people, whose wills we cannot control and whose realities we must acknowledge.

Instead of an arbitrary will, Murdoch reintroduces the Platonic idea of the Good as an objective, transcendent reality. Though she avoids traditional religious metaphysics, she argues that the Good is a unifying value that reveals truth.

For Murdoch, moral effort is, fundamentally, an attempt to see the world, and especially other people, clearly and justly. It is not about doing a good action in a vacuum, but about seeing things rightly.

This shift makes attention the central moral task. Murdoch describes the root of our moral failure as the fat, relentless ego, which constantly spins self-centered fantasies that obscure reality. 

Attention as Virtue: Moral improvement comes from continually and slowly attempting to see reality as it truly is, independent of one's own desires, fears, or fantasies. This is a slow, difficult, and continual process, not a sudden, simple choice. This attentive shift away from the self towards reality is what Murdoch calls "Unselfing." It is the movement from ego-centric fantasy toward realism.

Murdoch illustrates this with the example of a mother-in-law who privately judges her son's wife as coarse and vulgar. There are no outward conflicts—the moral drama happens entirely inside the mother-in-law's mind. Through disciplined, internal attention and self-critique, the mother-in-law gradually comes to see the daughter-in-law not as "vulgar," but as genuinely "spontaneous and delightfully youthful." This moral change occurs before any outward action, demonstrating that the quality of inner vision is the real source of virtue.

To attain this clear vision, Murdoch emphasizes several virtues.

Humility: This is not self-abasement, but a "selfless respect for reality." It is the difficult recognition that the world is chancy, contingent, and does not revolve around oneself. It is the prerequisite for clear seeing.

Love: Love is defined as the "difficult realization that something other than oneself is real." It is the energy that drives the soul's search for the Good, and its purified form is synonymous with goodness.

Beauty and Art: Contemplating beauty in art and nature is one way to practice unselfing, as it demands unselfish attention and provides a momentary, vivid experience of objective reality outside the grasping self.

In summary, The Sovereignty of Good argues for a form of virtue ethics that shifts the focus from the public act of will to the private, continuous, and difficult work of attention and the purification of consciousness, all directed by the objective, magnetic reality of the Good

"The chief enemy of excellence in morality (and also in art) is personal fantasy: the tissue of self-aggrandizing and consoling wishes and dreams which presents one from seeing what is there outside one. Rike said of Cezanne that he did not paint 'I like it.", he pained 'There it is."

"In intellectual disciplines and in the enjoyment of art and nature, we discover value in our ability to forget self, to be realistic, to perceive justly. We use our imagination not to escape the world, but to join it, and this exhilarates us because of the distance between our ordinary dulled consciousness and an apprehension of the real."

'a wheel that can be turned though nothing else moves with it is not part of the mechanism.'

Wednesday, September 24, 2025

Reading Plan

My discussion with AI on ready philosophers that agree and disagree with my philosophical feelings and intuitions. 



πŸ—“️ Month-by-Month Breakdown

Month 1 – The Moral Practice of Attention

  • πŸ“˜ Iris MurdochThe Sovereignty of Good

  • ➕ Optional: Her essay “On ‘God’ and ‘Good’” (available online)

  • ✍️ Prompt: “What do I see clearly, and what do I distort? What does love require of my attention?”


Month 2 – Creating Your Own Values

  • πŸ“˜ Friedrich NietzscheThe Gay Science

  • ➕ Optional: Walter Kaufmann’s intro or audio lectures

  • ✍️ Prompt: “What inherited values do I still follow, even if they no longer serve me?”


Month 3 – Feeling as Knowing

  • πŸ“˜ Martha NussbaumUpheavals of Thought (intro + selected chapters on love and compassion)

  • ➕ Optional: Her The Therapy of Desire (skim opening if you like)

  • ✍️ Prompt: “What emotions teach me the most about how to live? When have I ignored them?”


Month 4 – On Power, Control, and Freedom

  • πŸ“˜ Michel FoucaultDiscipline and Punish (read Part 1 & 3)

  • ➕ Optional: YouTube series “Foucault Explained Simply”

  • ✍️ Prompt: “Where am I internalizing control? Where do I mistake freedom for conformity?”


Month 5 – Kindness as Rebellion

  • πŸ“˜ Albert CamusThe Plague

  • ➕ Optional: His essay The Myth of Sisyphus

  • ✍️ Prompt: “What do I persist in doing, even when it seems absurd or thankless?”


Month 6 – Moral Complexity in Practice

  • πŸ“˜ Hannah ArendtEichmann in Jerusalem

  • ➕ Optional: Short podcast “The Banality of Evil Explained” (BBC, In Our Time)

  • ✍️ Prompt: “What decisions do I make thoughtlessly? What systems do I uphold?”


Month 7 – Dignity, Flourishing, and Capability

  • πŸ“˜ Martha NussbaumCreating Capabilities

  • ➕ Optional: Compare your own values with her 10 Central Capabilities

  • ✍️ Prompt: “What do I need—not want—to truly flourish?”


Month 8 – Sacred Simplicity

  • πŸ“˜ Simone WeilWaiting for God

  • ➕ Optional: Gravity and Grace (as daily devotional fragments)

  • ✍️ Prompt: “When was the last time I paid full attention without trying to fix anything?”


Month 9 – Play, Doubt, and Identity

  • πŸ“˜ Zadie SmithFeel Free (selected essays: “On Optimism and Despair,” “Northwest London Blues,” etc.)

  • ➕ Optional: Intimations (shorter, meditative)

  • ✍️ Prompt: “What do I know for sure? What am I still figuring out about myself?”


Month 10 – Political Joy and Personal Ethics

  • πŸ“˜ CamusThe Rebel (skim core sections; don’t get lost in the references)

  • ✍️ Prompt: “How do I resist harm—not with anger, but with dignity?”


Month 11 – Seeing Others Without Ego

  • πŸ“˜ Iris MurdochExistentialists and Mystics (selected essays)

  • ✍️ Prompt: “What kind of life would be good enough? Who gets to decide?”


Month 12 – Integration Month

  • πŸ“˜ Revisit highlights, write a reflective essay or creative piece.

  • ✍️ Prompt: “What have I kept? What have I discarded? What am I building now?”


πŸ““ Tools for Engagement

ToolDescription
JournalKeep one thread for summaries, another for personal reflections. Don’t combine.
Margin MethodIn physical books, mark: ! (surprise), ✱ (important), ? (confusion), ♡ (resonance).
Quarterly Check-inRevisit your values every 3 months. What has shifted? What’s firmer?

πŸ”„ Variations

If time is short:

  • Read the first 2 chapters and a final section of longer works.

  • Use audiobooks or summaries to supplement tougher texts (esp. Foucault, Arendt).

  • Substitute fiction (Murdoch’s The Bell or Camus’s The Fall) when in need of variety.

If time is plentiful:

  • Add companion thinkers: bell hooks (All About Love), Emmanuel Levinas, or Rebecca Solnit.


Would you like this turned into a printable one-pager, spreadsheet tracker, or Notion template? I can prepare that for you next.

πŸ“š Reading Brief: Philosophers Who Will Deepen Your Thinking

I asked an AI to review my blogs and suggest a brief on philosophers who align with my beliefs.  

1. Iris Murdoch – The Moral Life as Clear Vision

🧭 Contribution:

Murdoch believes that goodness begins with attention—not as a fuzzy feeling, but as the rigorous, almost sacred act of seeing others clearly, without distortion by ego or habit.

πŸ“˜ Reading List:

  • The Sovereignty of Good – her central work on moral perception, love, and the unselfing power of beauty.

  • Existentialists and Mystics – essays that tie art, morality, and spiritual seriousness together.

  • The Nice and the Good – a novel that explores these themes through character and plot.

🌱 How She Deepens You:

  • Your emphasis on attention and presence becomes not just personal, but moral.

  • Your attraction to joy and beauty is reframed as serious moral training—not escapism.

  • Murdoch gives you a framework for humility without self-erasure.

“Love is the extremely difficult realisation that something other than oneself is real.”


2. Martha Nussbaum – Flourishing, Emotion, and Human Dignity

🧭 Contribution:

Nussbaum works at the intersection of philosophy, psychology, literature, and justice. She brings ancient ideas (especially from Aristotle and the Stoics) into modern contexts—defining what it means to live well with others.

πŸ“˜ Reading List:

  • The Fragility of Goodness – on how chance, emotion, and tragedy affect moral life.

  • Upheavals of Thought – a deep exploration of how emotions carry ethical knowledge.

  • Creating Capabilities – outlines her “capabilities approach” to human dignity, justice, and policy.

🌱 How She Deepens You:

  • She shows that being a good person includes feeling deeply, not transcending emotion.

  • She reframes your value of thriving not as productivity, but as capability—the real freedom to be and do.

  • Nussbaum is especially clarifying on the moral role of literature and imagination.

“Compassion is not a weakness. It is a form of moral intelligence.”


3. Simone Weil – Attention as Moral & Spiritual Act

🧭 Contribution:

Weil gives an almost mystical intensity to ideas of care, attention, and justice. She argues that true attention is the basis of both education and love—and that justice requires absolute humility.

πŸ“˜ Reading List:

  • Gravity and Grace – fragments and aphorisms on suffering, grace, and the soul.

  • Waiting for God – letters and reflections on moral philosophy and the divine.

  • The Need for Roots – more political, but useful for understanding belonging and obligation.

🌱 How She Deepens You:

  • She gives spiritual weight to your attentiveness—without requiring religion.

  • She shows that moral clarity requires silence, stillness, and surrender—not assertion.

  • If you're drawn to care work, caregiving, or quiet moral labor, Weil affirms that work’s sacredness.

“Attention, taken to its highest degree, is the same thing as prayer.”


4. Albert Camus – Clarity, Joy, and Moral Rebellion in an Absurd World

🧭 Contribution:

Camus famously said the world is absurd, but his response isn’t nihilism—it’s lucid revolt and ethical decency without illusions. He affirms joy, honesty, and kindness even when the universe offers no reward.

πŸ“˜ Reading List:

  • The Myth of Sisyphus – Camus’s core text on absurdism and personal meaning.

  • The Plague – a novel that turns public health crisis into an allegory of moral resistance.

  • The Rebel – a deeper dive into political and moral rebellion.

🌱 How He Deepens You:

  • You want to be happy and a good person; Camus says: do it anyway—even when the world doesn’t cooperate.

  • He encourages joy, clarity, and moral limits in the face of darkness—a defiant ethical light.

  • He frames resistance not as aggression but as steadfast decency.

“In the midst of winter, I found there was, within me, an invincible summer.”


5. Zadie Smith – Literary Attention & Ethical Self-Interrogation

🧭 Contribution:

Smith is primarily a novelist and essayist, but her work is quietly philosophical—exploring identity, cultural responsibility, and the slipperiness of the self.

πŸ“˜ Reading List:

  • Feel Free – essays on writing, belief, identity, and being a good person in public.

  • Intimations – essays written during the pandemic; reflective, compact, humane.

🌱 How She Deepens You:

  • She affirms the role of self-questioning as part of moral life.

  • She blends humor, doubt, and dignity in ways that make moral reflection feel livable.

  • Smith is a good companion for ethical growth in a noisy, digital, pluralistic world.

“Time is how you spend your love.”


🧱 Summary Table: Strengtheners of Your Values

PhilosopherDeepens Which Value(s)?Method
Iris MurdochMoral attention, love, clarityMoral vision as "unselfing"
Martha NussbaumCompassion, flourishing, dignityEmotions as ethical knowledge
Simone WeilRadical attentiveness, humilityJustice through silent presence
Albert CamusIntegrity, rebellion, joyMeaning in the face of absurdity
Zadie SmithSelf-awareness, ethical doubtArtful reflection through story

πŸͺž Why These Philosophers Matter to You

You’re not looking for abstraction for its own sake—you’re trying to live well. These philosophers help by:

  • Affirming your instinct to care, attend, and reflect.

  • Giving moral weight to presence, emotion, and art.

  • Offering resistance to despair or shallow thinking—without requiring dogma.

They don’t hand you rules; they give you tools. They are companions in the kind of life you already want to lead—just with more depth, courage, and clarity.


Would you like this turned into a reading sequence with journaling prompts, or integrated with a broader life philosophy document? I can also help you cross-map this list with the challenging thinkers, if you're looking to build a “philosophical diet.”

πŸ“š Reading Brief: Philosophers Who Will Challenge You

I asked an ai to read over my blogs and suggest some philosphers that will challenge me. 

1. Friedrich Nietzsche – The Radical of Value Creation

πŸ”Ž Challenge:

Nietzsche will challenge your commitment to compassion, duty, and shared morality by questioning whether those values serve your life—or suppress it. He argues that much of what we call “goodness” comes from resentment, conformity, or fear rather than strength or creativity.

πŸ“˜ Reading List:

  • The Gay Science – poetic, aphoristic, full of joy and provocation. Nietzsche at his most exploratory.

  • Beyond Good and Evil – deeper critique of moral systems, Christian humility, and the idea of objective truth.

  • Thus Spoke Zarathustra – semi-narrative, allegorical philosophy. Beautiful but intense.

πŸ’₯ How You'll Be Challenged:

  • You value kindness; Nietzsche asks if it’s masking timidity or self-denial.

  • You cherish meaning; he asks if it’s a lie you inherited.

  • You want to thrive; he says: then create new values, don’t inherit them.

"He who has a why to live can bear almost any how."
—Nietzsche, but also a pivot: what happens when the why dissolves?


2. Hannah Arendt – The Politics of Thoughtlessness

πŸ”Ž Challenge:

Arendt will challenge your idea of being “a good person” as sufficient. She warns that evil isn’t only found in malice—it can arise from ordinary people failing to think, follow orders, or avoid difficult conversations.

πŸ“˜ Reading List:

  • The Human Condition – analysis of work, labor, action, and how public life creates moral consequences.

  • Eichmann in Jerusalem – study of the “banality of evil,” where she controversially argued that Nazi official Eichmann was less a monster than a bureaucrat.

  • Responsibility and Judgment (essays) – condensed reflections on how moral action emerges from thought.

πŸ’₯ How You'll Be Challenged:

  • You write about kindness, attention, presence; Arendt will ask if you’ve taken enough responsibility for the structures you live in.

  • She will push you from the personal to the political, from the emotional to the consequential.

“The sad truth is that most evil is done by people who never make up their minds to be good or evil.”


3. Michel Foucault – Power, Selfhood, and Hidden Control

πŸ”Ž Challenge:

Foucault doesn’t believe in fixed “truths.” He believes our very ideas of normality, health, goodness, and even selfhoodare shaped by power systems: schools, prisons, hospitals, bureaucracies. You are being shaped—even when you think you're choosing.

πŸ“˜ Reading List:

  • Discipline and Punish – how modern society uses surveillance, norms, and institutions to control bodies.

  • The History of Sexuality (Vol. 1) – on how even liberation discourses are shaped by systems of power.

  • The Care of the Self – a late work where he turns toward ancient philosophy and ethical self-cultivation.

πŸ’₯ How You'll Be Challenged:

  • You value moral clarity and reflection. Foucault will ask:

    • Where did those values come from?

    • Who taught you to think this way?

    • Is “care” another kind of discipline?

  • He wants you to suspect the very framework of your thinking—especially what looks neutral or natural.

"Where there is power, there is resistance."
He doesn't mean rebellion—he means even your joy and discipline are part of a structure. Will you see it?


🧱 Summary Table: Challenge at a Glance

PhilosopherPrimary ChallengeCore Question
NietzscheChallenges inherited morality and moral humilityAre your values life-affirming, or are they survival mechanisms?
ArendtChallenges the sufficiency of private virtueAre you thinking politically, or simply living comfortably?
FoucaultChallenges the neutrality of your self and choicesWho shaped your “freedom”? What systems do you embody?

🎯 Why These Challenges Matter to You

You’ve expressed a desire to:

  • Be a good person (Arendt asks what kind of good, and to whom).

  • Take advantage of your opportunities (Nietzsche pushes you to define that ambition on your own terms).

  • Be happy and thriving (Foucault questions whether your definition of “thriving” is freely chosen or culturally imposed).

Together, these thinkers don’t destroy your personal philosophy—they deepen it. They force you to face the unknowns and power dynamics beneath your certainties.


Would you like a reading plan—light to heavy, with pacing and reflection prompts? Or a framework to journal your responses to each? Happy to build either.

Sunday, September 14, 2025

Being Mortal

by Atul Gawande

Eventually we all hit the time in our lives when our bodies stop healing. Can we accept this? What resources will be available to us? How we approach medicine and treatment has to change at this point. Why undergo invasive treatments if you will never fully recover? 

Many doctors don't want to deal with the fact that there comes a time when we will never fully recover from an illness. Unintentional, they advocate for expensive treatments that ultimately won't make a difference. 

This book goes through the history of the assisted living home, the differences between geriatrics and regular medicine. and the shortage of geriatrics specialists that we face.